my favorite things

i like sweets,

i like drinking,

but the most important thing is

that ther are some of my fiends who would share the feeling with doing them.

today,

i went to talk with one of my best friends.

we ate the galette at le bretagne.

and we drank some famous beer in France.

i enjoyed the time,

but the most important thing is

that we both enjoyed the time, i think.

eating

today's lunch;

yogi burger with grilled vegitabls.



and today's dinner;

macaroni with bloccoli and bolonaise sauce

from French

today, i've got some packages.

the item was what i've ordeed on eBay.

so they were from French and UK.

when the posman came to my home, i wasn't there,

so there were a memo,

and there, the address was "French"...

Rusutsu, 3/3

whole the 3 days,

i enjoyed snow boarding!!

i'll come back to Hokkaido next year again.

Rusutsu, 2/3

it's really cold, but really fun!!

Rusutsu 1/3

i went to Rusutsu, Hokkaido, for skiing.

pretty good weather!!

taiyaki

i went to Ueno yesterday.

and i ate "根津のたいやき"

pretty good taste!

spring has come?

today was really warm day.

some people whom i came across were wareing short sleeve shirts.

i like this atmosphere.

but

i hate an pollen allergy...

i don't want to acknowledge that the allergy started again this year...

but actually it started and i feel runny nose today.

sigh...

studying

these days,

almost all days,

i'm studying about investment or statistics.

as i know more about that,

it becomes really interesting to learn about it.

tomorrow, i'm going to go to book store,

and buy new book about investment.

actually,

i bought 3 books about economics 2 days ago.

but it is not enoough.

maybe, there is no "enough" with studying.

as i know more about something,

there comes more and more things what i don't know.

Nabe

yesterday i had Nabe with some of my friends.

we made Kimchi Nabe with ordinally sold soup.

when we finished eating,

almost all of us thought

the taste is like tomato soup.

actually we never took tomato into Nabe,

but anyway the taste was like tomato.

really interesting fenomena...

statistics

today,

i studied about statistics

especially about a modelling method of market.

currently most used method for approximating method for the market is VaR,

but it cannot assume that the market value is not on the normalized distribution,

because the actual values are fat-tail and asymmetry.

so i studied about the autoregressive conditional heteroskedasticity.

( toooooooo long word... )

it assume the error of the market value as the normalized distribution,

but assume that the standard deviation is not fixed value,

but changed as the time sequence changes.


and, i researched about this method...

but i couldn't understand how to estimate the actual value from past values.

i can get the estimated standard deviation,

but the return is calculated with the standard deviation and error,

which is on the normalized distribution.

but, there are no description about calculating the error.

how can i calculate...

i have to research it until Monday.

mmmh, can i sleep this weekend?...

time

time passes like an arrow.

these days,

i really feel this word.

i want to practice the bass.

i want to practice the flute.

i want to study statistics.

i want to study investment.

i want to study accounting.

i want to read novels.

i want to listen to the music.

i want more time for doing everything.

i wish there were 48 hours for a day.

C = C

it is one of the strategies of a company i belong now.

first "C" means contribution

and the last one means compensation

it means that if you contribute to a company,

the company will pay for the contribution.


i think there are similar idea in Japan.

sometimes we say "情けは人のためならず" that's it.

if you do something for others,

it must be return to you someday.


also, i think

if you do effort for something,

it must be return to you someday.


the results needs reasons.

versa vice, there are no result without reason.


i make up in my mind that i live everyday full out.

meals

today, i thought about meals

how many times am i going to take meals.

i take meals 3 times a day, breakfast, lunch, and dinner

there are 365 days for a year

and i'm going to live for 86 ans.

so, i'm going to take

3 * 365 * (86 - 26) = 65700 times.

how do you think about this number?

is it too much? or is it too few?

i thought

that i'd like to take care of every meal

gourmet

today, i had really delicious lunch

i went to a restaurant by Kakiyasu dining,

and the restaurant, you can order all the foods by buffet style.

almost all the dishes are japanese food.

and some of them are not,

but they are arranged with japanese style of cooking.

it was so nice,

that i have eaten too much.

and then,

i have bought a piece of cake at HARBS,

which i have thought to eat someday.

it was REALLY big, which is the double size of ordinally cakes.

but the taste was so nice!

today is gourmet day for me.

books

i've received some books from my sister.

it is birthday present from her,

actually, my birthday is September...

anyway, these books are really useful ones,

because these are cooking books,

about spaghetti, macrobio, and the dishes made with le creuset!

i'm going to make many dishes with these books.

my daily life came to be more interesting with these books!

kind of something like what i think that...

these days,

i'm studying English with my company in my team.

so, i became to be used to talking in Enlish,

but these days,

i noticed some trouble with me.

it is that i came to start talking without deciding what to say.

and i makes me talk like that,

"It is kin of ..." "OK, I think... " "Yes, actually..." "I see but..." " It is like something that..."

almost all the sentences following these phrases is

actually not important...

i wonder which is better,

just talk when i want to talk, and if there r no important things to say,

i'll make the conclusion ambiguous,

or

talk thoughtfully, and take care the sentences makes mean.

which do u think is better?

giant step

I haven't write any topic from September, 2008.

Since then, there have happened many changes with my self.

The biggest one is that I quit working at HP,

And joined to Prudential financial Inc.

I have never thought about working at insurance company,

and also my family and friends didn't.

This is one of many changes on my self,

but there are so many things which have happened on myself these days.

One of them is that I started English lesson.

Actually there are a few minutes to use English on my job,

but I beleave that it will help me studying many, many things.


I've quit writing diaries because I had no time to write it.

Actually I have few time to do what I want to do after I come back to my home,

but I decided that I MUST do anything what makes me better.

Because my time for doing something is limited,

so I should pass everyday with my belief.

last nagoya

today was the last day in nagoya in this year.

we had a year end party in our project room.

then, one member told some of his funny stories,

and finnaly,

i had to wear a Devil Man suit next year.

so weird!

but i have to...

REstart

Today, I decided to restart blogging.

There are many reasons,

but the biggest one is

the reason why I started blogging in English.

When I started that,

I thought that the innovation is caused with

every small actions.

Actually say, from the star of this year,

my job came to be hard and

I had no time to write articles everyday.

But these days, I came to think

that I should do everything that

I want to do,

I couldn't do,

I have to do,

and I have to be able to do.

So, I restarted blogging.


First of all,

I will write twice a week, actually say on weekend.

I beleave I can do.